Would it be shallow to say the thing I hate most about myself is a physical thing?
Who am I kidding? It's not a physical thing.
I'm not ever happy with myself. Or my performance.
I'm very hard on myself. And as a result, I very rarely ever enjoy the moment.
Beautiful dress, gorgeous evening...I feel fat.
Wonderful day, amazing kids...I made a mistake at work.
Gorgeous man, quality time...I wonder when the other shoe will drop.
How do you change that, though?
It's so funny. I sit here now, thinking back to yesterday's post on what I love about myself and it was that I am very forgiving and loving. Two things I guess I am not for myself.