Monday, February 1, 2010

Bee Tee Dubs, I'm on Day 55 on 365 Days of Intentional Happiness...


in case you were wondering, i’m on day 55.

lord, i didn’t know i could be happy before i started this.  is being happy really, honestly as easy as making a choice?

every morning i wake up, i tell myself today is a great day.

i think my positivity has attracted happy to me. i love my life.  in the last 55 days, amazing people, jobs and opportunities have come into my life.  i finally have confidence that this has come to stay.

i’m not going to lie to you. sometimes, i’m crabby. and i wanna stab…um…pillows?

but, i can usually laugh my way out of crabby.  or i can call my friend or my sissy and i can admit, “I am in a crabby, stabby mood. HALP.”

it took a lot.

i’ve struggled to get to this place.

it wouldn’t be a stretch to say that prior to intentional happiness 365, i was practicing unintentional depression, sadness and heartache 730 (that’s two years in days).

i want to tell my story. i’m taking a deep breath in. i’ll write it. it’s just…

people i know read this. and i’ve found happiness, but in many ways i’m still looking for courage…

mind, body and soul–
themommytsunami

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