Monday, February 1, 2010
Bee Tee Dubs, I'm on Day 55 on 365 Days of Intentional Happiness...
in case you were wondering, i’m on day 55.
lord, i didn’t know i could be happy before i started this. is being happy really, honestly as easy as making a choice?
every morning i wake up, i tell myself today is a great day.
i think my positivity has attracted happy to me. i love my life. in the last 55 days, amazing people, jobs and opportunities have come into my life. i finally have confidence that this has come to stay.
i’m not going to lie to you. sometimes, i’m crabby. and i wanna stab…um…pillows?
but, i can usually laugh my way out of crabby. or i can call my friend or my sissy and i can admit, “I am in a crabby, stabby mood. HALP.”
it took a lot.
i’ve struggled to get to this place.
it wouldn’t be a stretch to say that prior to intentional happiness 365, i was practicing unintentional depression, sadness and heartache 730 (that’s two years in days).
i want to tell my story. i’m taking a deep breath in. i’ll write it. it’s just…
people i know read this. and i’ve found happiness, but in many ways i’m still looking for courage…
mind, body and soul–