Well, I guess it's either happened or it hasn't, so it won't this month. That makes sense in my head. I mean, I guess that single tiny millisecond needed where my girl and my dh's boy/girl have met up and "hit it off," or that moment in time never happened. Okay. I know. I'm crazy and this is crazy talk and not making much sense.
But that's what you do when all you can do is wait...you ramble. Knots in my stomach to dread. That's pretty much my feeling. Dread because I JUST KNOW that it didn't happen this month.
I can't complain. I have two beautiful boys. And this is just the first month of trying.
But I'm feeling impatient.
I don't deserve to be impatient. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.