Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Does my husband know what he is doing?

Trying for baby #3. I had asked my husband a few months ago, when I felt a twinge in my ovaries for another baby, if he wanted to try for a third. He responded so quickly with his resounding no that I felt able to move on fairly quickly. If you're married and one person doesn't want another child, I guess the no wins out. That's not one of those compromise situations...it can't be,
me: Hey babe, let's have another baby...
him: No.
me: Okay, let's have a toddler instead...
him: What about a ten year old?
me: Um, sounds good...

Yeah. Just not a compromise.

But, this past Friday, he changed his mind.

I was only one day into my cycle, so we have started trying immediately. Less time to think means less time to hesitate means greater chance I'll have my third. But, as of late (I know, only four days later), I've begun to suspect that he was drunk when he decided he did want a third, and when he is drunk he really wants, you know, "relations." And now he gets it, when he wants...because he knows I want my third...but will he really be excited if and hopefully when he gets his third? ( and then, therefore, probably even LESS relations than before?!?!?)

Well. Maybe I shouldn't think this through too much...too late...and I'm really hoping to faithfully document all of this journey here...

My best chance is coming soon (for the "big bang")...so, more to come...hah, no pun intended...

-AW

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